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After Gil Scott-Heron
the television does not stay home, brother
the television travels in your pocket
it flows like silicon along the pathways of your brain
the television feeds on consciousness and eats memory
the television will not be revolutionized
the television captures you as you hold it up to capture the world
as you aim its plastic lens
as you frame your life with its rectangulated screen
it bounces signals to itself with antennaes and satellite towers
it bounces signals from itself to itself as it sings to android stars
the television will not be revolutionized
the television takes the best of what you are in one swallow
and gives your money to klepto-technocratic pimps crouched behind a curtain
the television will not be revolutionized
the television can show you pictures of Nixon blowing a bugle
and anything else you want to see
it gives your mouth sex appeal and makes you look five pounds thinner…if you purchase the right upgrades
the television will not be revolutionized
the television is pasties on a sow
it offers muck and shit with a shimmy and a flash
the television makes everything easy except real life
the television does not want to free your mind
the television is watching you
the television gives you news of every emergency in the world except the ones happening this moment in proximity to your body
it projects images of catastrophe that cycle through so fast they never seem to belong to your personal planetary reality
the television floods you with splinters of information till you bleed
till you can’t remember tomorrow what it told you today
the television will not be revolutionized
the television will not be revolutionized, no
the television tells you to stay home
it tells you it’s scary out there
it tells you the weather so you don’t even have to look out the window
the television tells you whatever you want to hear
it keeps you plugged in and buys your skag
the television will not be revolutionized
the television shows you pigs suffocating brothers on instant replay
and Dick. fucking. Jane
reruns we’ve seen a thousand times before and never seem to escape
the television is the ultimate rerun, brother
it never has to rewind, never has to pause to think
the television will not show you good people fighting for a brighter day because
the television will not be revolutionized
the television goes better with a coke and a big mac
with a new car
with a pair of high-top kicks sporting the latest technology soul
with a watch that is another television strapped to your wrist
measuring the speed of your beating heart
beaming your vital information to a database in the sky
the television will not be revolutionized
the television is pink cotton candy, a sugar of amnesia
the television will not plant a tree
the television will not feed a child
the television will not get you out of a free-fire zone
the television will not contribute to peace talks or nuclear disarmament
the television will not save you from the rising seas
the television will not help you love yourself or anyone else
the television will not be revolutionized
the television is affordable for everyone but costs your whole life /2
the television will not be revolutionized
the television will not be revolutionized
will not be revolutionized
will not be revolutionized
the television will be right back
after this interruption in its regularly scheduled programming
there’s nothing new on tv
there’s nothing new on tv
there’s nothing new on tv
the television will not be revolutionized
the television will not be revolutionized
you’d better kill your television before it kills you
the television will not be revolutionized
(the television will not be revolutionized
the revolution will not be televised
the vision will not be alphabetized
the insurrection will not be alabized
the devolution will not be customized
the revolution will not be televised
the television will not be revolutionized)
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I Was Your Man [demo]
08:41
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you’re gone, you’re all the way gone
you’re gone, you’re all the way gone
I’m standing at the station as your train rolls on
you come in the back door you don’t know no shame
you call the dog to come but you don’t know his name
you turn the key with a crooked grin
and tiptoe barefoot across the cold greasy linoleum
you wanted a lover, and I was your man
when the rain comes hard, I take a shot of that homemade jack
you blew me kisses but you’re not coming back
the dog stars to howl and the moon goes down
and the stars fall one by one by one by one by one to kingdom come
you wanted a lover, and I was your man
when the wind blew from town with a smell of burning grease
our swimming hole was cool and sweet
you stripped off your clothes and kicked off your shoes
I dove to the bottom with nothing left to lose
you wanted a lover, and I was your man
I gave you a ring with a rhinestone glare
it left a mark on your finger but you didn’t care
you tried to pawn it, got 25 cents
bought a gumball at the dimestore we still couldn’t pay the rent
you needed a lover, and I was your man
my socks are full of holes you promised to darn
I traded my bowie knife for a spool of yarn
now I’ve got nothing but tangles and a dull-edged blade
my guitar’s forgotten on the wood pile by the fireplace and its dying flame
you needed a lover, and I was your man
now you sent me a letter with no return address
just a faint flower smell of perfume from your polyester party dress
I chew my cigar it tastes like you
dark and smooth and bitter, a dream of transcendence that never comes true
you wanted a lover
you needed a lover, and I was your man
I was your man on the 4th of July
fireworks fell like weeping angels from the lavender sky
now it’s a cold Christmas day
streams turn to ice, cars drive through dirty snow, everything is gray
but if you want a lover
if you need a lover
I’m still standing at the station
I’ll be your man
I was your man
you were my woman
and I was your man
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helicopters
circle through the haze
low to the flattened earth
between the concrete towers
they loop through
like breath
and like the end of breath
like the crushing of breath
with a truncheon
with a knee
or any other bone
loops of violence
loops of breath and death
unscrolling from our hands
into feedback pools
echo echoing echo
the helicopters
drone in the distance
whether you hear them or not
they abide
in memory and imagination
in reality as concrete
as the foundation we’ve poured
across the breathing land
suffocating it
so we can have blank ground on which
to build our obelisks
gridded power structures
singing anthems of eternity
but the cracks were there
in the concrete façade
before the first echo
was mixed with sand and water
erected with I-beam skeletons
a knee to the throat
a truncheon to the throat
violence looped upon itself until
you can’t take a step without
putting your foot
on a man or woman or child’s
neck
as you fill your pockets with
coins
car keys
credit cards
bullet casings
as the helicopters circle
through the haze.
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A World Far Away (demo)
08:12
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I pulled a dollar from my mouth
to buy a ticket to the south
wild birds fly on trails high above
down below I’m broke and shattered by my love
for a world that’s far away
My eyes are blue like swimming pools
chlorine’s leaking from my shoes
take the wheel and drive to the abyss
accelerate towards the lips of what you miss
it’s a world far away
I saw you last night in a dream
we took a bath in warm ice cream
bubbles rose from your laughter to the sky
burst apart into the way we said goodbye
in a world far away
I’m writing songs of sticks and stones
flower petals broken bones
I sing to you from an empty distant moon
play my guitar like a drunken crazed baboon
banished to a world far away
I licked a popsicle of blood
fell to my knees, made a death mask out of mud
but it there’s no one left to hear
is there even anything to fear
or just the ghosts of a world far away
I still taste your body on my tongue
I fell down a ladder rung by rung
I was a dog begging you to throw a stick
but you were bored with my masochistic party tricks
from a world far away
I write my poems with bubble gum
my skin became a talking drum
but ancient rhythms get lost in city streets
scars and solitude and half a pound of pulsing meat
born in a world far away
I chew my cigars and think of you
and all the things we’ll never do
apple blossoms falling from a tree
still dream of the Cezanne paintings they’ll never be
except in a world far away
I drink paint thinner instead of wine
it makes me deaf and dumb and blind
atomic colors explode across the sky
all my rivers dried up right before my eyes
now a living world is far away
I pulled a dollar from my teeth
and caress the earth I lie beneath
somewhere my heart breaks like a wave across the shore
we had everything but all we did was ask for more
till we lost our world, it’s far away
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All the Water Flows Through You and Me
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Your device generates an email
thanking me for the e-card
my phone automatically sent
you on your birthday so I wouldn’t
forget again. A fluffy bear with a pink
bowtie bows to emphasize
your gratitude. Do you know you sent
me this message? Are you using
the Personal Touch app too? I memo
myself to pm you and/to find out.
The software costs a hundred bucks a year.
I’d delete it like spam if freeware wished
my friends a happy birthday on its own.
Who cares if the living/animated stuffed animals
are cuter on the software you pay for?
It’s the thought that counts. Every New
Year’s I check my list of birthdays
for people I’ve lost touch with
against the old year’s obituaries
name by name. It takes time. But
wouldn’t it be creepy to send birthday
greetings to a dead cousin or classmate?
I’ll contact Personal Touch, suggest
a death checker for their next update.
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This Breathing Land
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Fuck the Rest (demo)
08:27
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in the morning I’ll be gone
but in the evening I’ll come back around
open your window and lock your door
I’ll climb the fire escape to your bedroom on the 99th floor
I want to taste you with my tongue and teeth
your hair and skin and everything beneath
let’s be like reptiles and shed our skins
till we’re naked meat and quiver like gelatin
we could play hopscotch in matching gold g-strings
why don’t you give up the treasure hunt for your lost wedding ring
I need some coffee and a shot of wine
or I’ll drink your sweat and you can drink mine
let’s take a bath together in gasoline
scrub our souls like internal grease machines
you know I wonder if you feel it too
I wonder if you like to bite and chew
I’m a burning match on the cold cold ground
I’m a footstep running through the ashes of this town
I’ll never be a saint I’m just a man of clay
and I’ve forgotten everything in this world except I’m alive today
put your hand in my pocket and your lips on my chest
kiss me and fuck the rest
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Cant and Bevel You
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A Bed of Roses
04:39
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you asked me for a bed of roses
I swallowed all my thorns
I held you close when you dreamed
of the bleeding world you came from
fly high
there’s an old guitar that can’t recall my name
when your fingers touch its strings
fly high
I sold my heart for a bag of scraps and bones
but a hungry animal tore it from my hands
fly high
you packaged me inside a golden skin
you took my breath and turned it to a blade
then you let the rain lean into me
it rusted all my days
fly higher fly higher fly higher fly higher
fly high fly high fly high fly high
if you stop the flow of a waterfall
there’s nothing left but a wall of stone
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sweep those black clouds from your sky
sweep those dark thoughts from your mind
let imperatives go
make angels in the snow
give them red wine and a rose
put a golden earring in your nose
give a mannikin all your fancy clothes
when dogs fuck don’t spray them with a hose
keep your poetry discard your prose
and fall in love with your own time
what you going to do to free your mind
how many lovers are you going to let pass you by
you’d better bend down low
to find a little soul
spread iridescent feathers like a crow
to rise up higher than before
stop. when everyone says go
forget everything you think you know
embrace glaciers as they melt so slow
listen to rivers say I told you so
flop into the ocean’s phosphorescent glow
serenade the moon as it waxes to and fro
and fall in love with your own time
what you going to do to save the world
how you going to find a way to sing a single word
trade a dollar for a dime
fuck the clocks and mechanical time
don’t ever speak except in rhymes
roll in the mud beneath a bluebird-colored sky
nominate yourself for the Nobel peace prize
scatter rainbows with your eyes
spill your secrets like a drunken spy
order ketchup without french fries
and fall in love with your own time
fare thee well I hate to see you go
fare thee well you know I still love you so
we were spirits with polyester hair
precipitated somehow out of naked light and air
square dancing at the county fair
drinking absinthe in van Gogh’s chair
subverting the ethos of baggy underwear
marking sex positions with smoke and flares
riding horses into the atomic sunset glare
bouncing cheques and acting debonair
BASE jumping down a flight of stairs
smoking spleefs and mumbling rastafari prayers
we were just trying to find a way to love our world
we were just trying to find a way to love ourselves
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sweep those black clouds from your sky
sweep those dark thoughts from your mind
let imperatives go
make angels in the snow
give them red wine and a rose
put a golden earring in your nose
give a mannikin all your fancy clothes
when dogs fuck don’t spray them with a hose
keep your poetry discard your prose
and fall in love with your own time
what you going to do to free your mind
how many lovers are you going to let pass you by
you’d better bend down low
to find a little soul
spread iridescent feathers like a crow
to rise up higher than before
stop. when everyone says go
forget everything you think you know
embrace glaciers as they melt so slow
listen to rivers say I told you so
flop into the ocean’s phosphorescent glow
serenade the moon as it waxes to and fro
and fall in love with your own time
what you going to do to save the world
how you going to find a way to sing a single word
trade a dollar for a dime
fuck the clocks and mechanical time
don’t ever speak except in rhymes
roll in the mud beneath a bluebird-colored sky
nominate yourself for the Nobel peace prize
scatter rainbows with your eyes
spill your secrets like a drunken spy
order ketchup without french fries
and fall in love with your own time
fare thee well I hate to see you go
fare thee well you know I still love you so
we were spirits with polyester hair
precipitated somehow out of naked light and air
square dancing at the county fair
drinking absinthe in van Gogh’s chair
subverting the ethos of baggy underwear
marking sex positions with smoke and flares
riding horses into the atomic sunset glare
bouncing cheques and acting debonair
BASE jumping down a flight of stairs
smoking spleefs and mumbling rastafari prayers
we were just trying to find a way to love our world
we were just trying to find a way to love ourselves
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Scott Ezell
Scott Ezell is a Pacific Rim writer and multi-genre artist with a background in Asia, border zones, and indigenous peoples. His music spans folk, ambient, and experimental styles.
www.scottezell.com
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